Questions for you...
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without our children, what we wanna do?
with our current decision??
are you happy?
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what's the goals?
sometime, I live alone in my room..
we live apart
in fact, I am a mother..
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I don't know, about all of these
I just pretend to be tough, maybe...
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but
I have to be tough
I have to be patient
I have to be here with you
I choose you than our children
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that because, i know you, i know our children
i know my weakness
i know your weakness
but, i don't know, this is the good decision or no
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i'm just trying to understand you
i'm just trying to understand your goals in life
but, in fact, i'm just a woman, i'm just a mother
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when i'm thinking a lot about this,
suddenly my head become dizzy..
then,
i take a rest, i take a deep breath, and
again, i remember, it's the decision from our God
i remember, our children in the good hands there
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this decision, just accept it!
my God trusts me to do it.
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yes, my destiny is like this
Just follow His path
we have no right to specify,
all you have are belong to God
so, just accept your destiny
that's what makes your life worthwhile
it gets you a lot of energy
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it's a question from me.. but i answered it..
then, try be tough together.. i know we can..
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next year, maybe will be a happy year..
with our children here :)
- rani sabtelasari-
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